POST 1: A mystical devastation veiled in my Laughter...

I think I'm friendly
I know I'm silly
I guess I'm funny
but no, not lovely

I am a runner
I've got the power
to run as faster
like a bull full of anger

I am full of humility
that sometimes leads me to fall into stupidity
That's the reason why now I possess a bit of vanity
for people to stop saying I'm in misery

I'm not materialistic
nor pessimistic
I'm just being realistic

I am fond of giving advices
to the people I feel that's in sadness
'cause after I finish the business
I smile and find true happiness

Optimism is one of my ways
to overcome all the negative things that they say
This practice makes me wanna stay
in this kind of life that temps me to go astray

I value love but not as much as friendship
for I suppose that friends are always there in times of hardship
Love may come and go
but friendship endures forever more

My ambition is to be a doctor
to cure patients with brain tumor
I am willing to do this, I am honored
This is my way of repainting a life that's already discolored

By now you must know me much better
I am a bird without a feather
I try to fly higher and higher
but still i always end up bursting with laughter

You can always see me smile
I wave my hands even if I'm still in a mile
I often shout your name with glee
and always says hi, hello and be free!

This is what you see in me
I don't express my emotions physically
I just hide it inside of me
so that people won't approach me with sympathy

This is who I am and who I want to be
The only thing that I plea to thee
is to not go beyond my smiles and laughters to see
That I am weak inside of me...